As some of you may already know my Master and I live 6 hours apart so it makes seeing one another a bit hard. He also has other circumstances that make it hard for us to visit. It’s these other circumstances that has brought me here to write about.
Because of these circumstances we are only allowed to see one another twice a year. But we’re grateful to have that. We deal with it and enjoy every minute we get to spend with one another.
Normally we try to make our first visit as soon as the first thaw! Which is somewhere around the end of April. Sadly this year his circumstances have prevented us from doing that, so our visit will be delayed for a month or two from our normal time.
This is hitting me and my Master pretty hard, you see we only had one visit last year because of other circumstances. Yes, a lot of circumstances in our lives. But isn’t that everyone? So, we are missing one another extra hard.
Sadly though in order to keep my Master safe it is paramount that we make this sacrifice. It isn’t easy and Master was very reluctant to do so, he is close to the point of “I don’t give a fuck” but as his submissive it’s also my duty and love to look out for him and point out the logical answer to the circumstances that are holding us back. His “I don’t give a fuck” attitude about it would cause him way more mental anguish than it would me because he is on the front line. No way am I letting that happen to him! So for now we will do what must be done for his safety.
But one day we will both be able to say “I don’t give a fuck” and do our own thing! I will hold you up my Master! Always and forever!