I have not been a very good girl the last few weeks, I’m supposed to ask my Daddy permission before I eat any sweets. And well I have been a bit more lonely these last few weeks as well as bored. So I ate a large number of sweets over the past few weeks. And I started feeling guilty about it as well as started gaining weight. So I confessed to my Daddy, at first I was making a joke of it. But then Daddy expressed his disappointment and it was no longer a joking matter. And now I’m sad and very angry with myself. I don’t like to disappointment my Daddy. But I did, so I am hoping that this entry will make my Daddy happy with me again.

I have a very hard time controlling my sweet intake and food intake as well. So if I just follow Daddy’s orders I would eat better. I’m sorry Daddy, I love you!